为什么总要等到失去才懂得去珍惜 ♥/ Saturday, June 20, 2009 ; 11:39 PM
morning , woke up at 10 + .
saw xiong's miss call early in th morning at 6 .
know he call me for ?
ask me t lend toilet .__.
going 12 , went t fetch yongfang } cutie alr luhs (:
still th same old pattern , younger more cute .
grow up alr quite cute oso lahs ! :DD

fetch her lers went pioneer mall buy bbq things .
buy liaos went home , played w yongfang awhile .
aft tht she said she wanna go t th playground & play .

played w her , quite lame .
bt had fun , playing w her .
i can forget everything , during tht moment .
nt long ltr , we went home .
played w her in th room , throwing jeremy's lil penguin ard .
she laugh , her voice damn cute :}
high-ed w her till 6 + , her uncle came & bring her back alr ):
kinda miss her nw .


bbq started aft tht .
nicholas } cousin came first .
followed by , popo , ahyi , yizhang , valerie } cousin & bejamin } cousin .
ltr on , came shaowei & jeremy .
aft tht walk t 851 thr find huiling .
she had her dinner at 851 lurhs .
aft her dinner , we walk back t 850 slack slack .
we ate uncooked hotdogs (:
tell you smthn , quite nice you know ?
th uncooked hotdog , nt bad eh XD

{ th fire , purple colour , damn nice :D }
anw , huiling jus left nt long ah .
back t single yo ):
hais , im really sry t you kays ?
i really jus wanna be truthful t you only .
i noe , im nt a good gf .
if you've decided t give up on this r/s alr its okay .
this time ders brk is i ask again ders .
you can treat me as a stranger , i dont mind .
you can find someone better thn me ders .
you can find someone whom can pei you day & night ,
takecare of you no matter rain or sunshine .
a few more weeks , you going in NS lers .
takecare when you're in thr .
edwin said inside really xinku .
cant bear t see you tht xinku D:
nw , i've no right t care abt you .
jus wish you all th best in everything you do .
&& take good care of yourself .
希望你能找到一个能代替我帮你打动黑暗的原动力 .

reply :
huiling ah huiling , dont say tht you've a failed r/s lahs .
said tht you've learnt smthn from tht r/s kays ?
i agree w xiong ah , love sucks !
action speaks louder thn words luhs .
nt love him , all th prob can be solved easily .
neh , whr blessing ?
nw who more blessing thn me ?
dont force me say out why i said this kays ?
everything is fated mahs .
if he's mine , no matter hw much times tht i left him .
he'll come back t me ders .
let fate decide everything bahs .
hard t decided who t choose ah .
i love J alot , be th feeling is fading nw .
we patch lers didnt meet up .
jus like winni & terence .
anw , thanks t you guys nahs .
t be w me whenever i need someone .
dont need worry for me lahs .
im fine , no worries kays ?
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